Because to truly live as a
is to live from your radically
liberated, thriving nature.
Your sexuality is your gateway to life-changing pleasure and connection, shameless sovereignty, legendary creativity, emotional and relational maturity, abundance, and so much more.
My experience of sex overall was filled with the distressing sensation of being exposed and penetrated when all I desired to do was become so small that I could slip through the pores of the sheets.
This was all a reflection of many aspects of my life at this point – I disowned my sensitivity, ruthlessly abused and rushed myself in pursuit of what I thought I was supposed to do, be and look like, and had lost touch with the possibility of living in a more connected way.
Now this may seem incredibly grim… but, I still had my spark somehow. I still laughed more deeply than anyone I knew. I still sought out meaningful friendships, and felt an immeasurable determination to live fully…
I just didn’t know how. I didn’t know what was missing. I didn’t realize that sex-negative, fear-based catholic beliefs and trauma were running the entirety of my intimate reality – both with myself and my boyfriend.
I felt the call to reclaim my sexuality after years of eating disorder and body dysmorphia recovery, as well as years of yoga and meditation practice…
It finally struck me that I absolutely had to work with my sexuality when I began having vivid, horrifying nightmares of sexual abuse. To frame this lightly, it was quite the invitation from the depths of my body and spirit.
Through tears and terror, I said “yes.”
Chartering into my sexuality felt simultaneously like the breath I’d been desperate to take for my whole life, and also like I had to relearn how to breathe altogether.
It was a new language…
This is because all the messages and experiences that shape our sexuality sit very deeply in the nervous system and subconscious, primal brain.
Hence, by engaging with our sexuality, we also directly work with impulses, sensations, and root level mechanisms and operating systems of the body-mind.
Working at this level allows us to deconstruct outdated patterns that inhibit the expression of your authenticity…
In other words, we get to playfully excavate your magic so it can reside at the epicenter of your life.
From here, we redesign the whole architecture of your sexual narrative, experience, and foundation for thriving in the world.
I am committed to your unique, nonlinear transformation process. I adapt and tailor this package specifically to you, and hold the greater structure and higher vision of what you desire through our time.
It’s you and me, love. We co-create your evolution in this container together.
So, I need you to be all the way in. All the way ready. Even if you’re afraid, your eyes are tearing, and your hands are shaking as you read this… Mine were when I was preparing to take the leap, too.
I have experienced sexual trauma. Is this a good fit for me?
I am trained as a trauma-informed coach. Our work together will be largely focused on healing and integrating past traumas – subtle, chronic, and overt – so you can step fully into your pleasure, authentic wholeness, expression and freedom.
Trauma-informed care is based in these guiding principles: safety, trustworthiness, transparency, interpersonal support, collaboration, empowerment and choice. Together we will work to establish an inner ecology of safety – mentally, emotionally, energetically and physically.
With this said, if you have never tended to your trauma before, have recurring debilitating flashbacks or still do not remember the event(s) that unfolded, I would highly suggest you seek out a trauma-specializing therapist before we dive in together. I may also request that if you’re dealing with fresh trauma you work with a therapist throughout our time together, to ensure that you are fully supported.
I feel like this might work for other people, but I’m afraid it won’t work for me… I’m scared to say yes to this.
I hear you. And I can say with all honesty that I’ve been where you are right now. I tried everything I could think of to help myself heal before I dove into this work – years of yoga, meditation, therapy, western medicine, retreats, trainings… I was terrified to say yes, too. Regardless, I still knew some part of me wanted, needed, hungered for this healing. If this is you, know that your resistance is an indication that you are nearing incredible transformation. I invite you to lean into this, and just take one step today.
Can you help me work on things related to my partnership?
Yesss! I’m deeply passionate about relationship coaching, and I’ve also witnessed the power of self-transformation on relationship more times than I can count. You are always where our work starts, and I’m also here to support you in creating and transforming the relationship(s) you desire as well.
Can you support me in releasing blocks I have around money, manifesting and abundance?
What kind of time investment does this require?
We have a 75-90 minute session every week with the Ananda package, and biweekly with the Amrita package. I recommend that you do the practices I give you 3-5 days out of each week so deep change can truly take root within you. These practices span from 20minutes to an hour.
How do you take payments?
Paypal or Venmo.
Do you offer payment plans?
Yes. I offer payment plans that span 3-6 months, depending on your needs and the package you choose.